My uneven heart
I’ve been reviving my prayer practice of drawing/painting. Sometimes my efforts are part of a journal entry. Words often come first. Sometimes, like today the image is first, and words come after.
I didn’t intend the reflection and prayer. The painted heart was to be a Valentine’s Day text to my daughters. I hadn’t planned enough ahead to send a card as I usually do.
So, out came the watercolors. No matter how I try, I cannot draw a symmetrical heart. One side is always rounder or larger or sits lower. Today was no different. Eventually, I quit trying and simply sat in silence with the painted heart for a while, trying to hear what it was saying…
Love isn’t “even,” it said. Love isn’t meant to be measured in its giving or receiving. It’s a flow, a reality in which we dwell.
Sometimes we are full of love and it flows outward. Sometimes we’re running low and, if we’re open, it flows in.
It’s not something we have or hold on to or save up. It’s meant to be savored and given away.
Love is.
And I am grateful for all those in my life’s river of love.
© 2020 Mary van Balen
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